Desiree Saetia. (via sillybovine)
Wow. Thank you Heidles, for boosting my confidence today. I love you.
Its our connectivity here tonight that keeps us all hopelessly separate. We own everything and nothing. The longer we play this game, the more convoluted this process becomes. My soul is for keeps, but my body is a loan.
…And the alone go to the alone."
I hope it softens you
I counted the wishes spilled from your lips
and the promise made in song, with gentle fingertips
pressed into chords that are meant to be shy
when it turns out the story, from the start - was a lie
There was always something missing
but it didnt feel like sincerity
Or the insanity of mine
because every time I walked through your door
It didnt slam any softer
And your laughter
always sounded like nails on a fucking chalkboard
What was I thinking?
Over justifying indication.
Well, I still think I won.
I am glad my nights were wasted
I suppose I had it coming
I am guilty of the game
But for someone like me, its expected
I am shocked at your entitlement
when you offer nothing that deserves it
I walk, unobserved
Out of your life
After 99 nights of dancing.
And realize …none of this was ever mine.